Friday, January 2, 2009

Where does a vacation go? I have to go back to school on Monday, and I haven't got anything important done. I still have to write a ten to fourteen page Social Issue report for Monday, which is quite important. So now I sit with one of those really annoying sinking feelings in my stomach about having to go back to school tomorrow.

Don't get me wrong. I'm not one of those people that chronically hates high school. I just don't want to go back and deal with my classes. I'm bored of them. My English class is quite frustrating, and since we're only doing presentations until the end of Semester/Exam Review, it's going to stay frustrating. My Yearbook class doesn't end until the end of the school year, which means nothing is happening at the moment beyond normal stuff. Math is easy, and History is easy and boring!

My dad once described sitting down at a job for the first time, and then realizing that this will be your life from here on out, and it was the most depressing thought he'd conceived in a long time, and I'm starting to feel the same. The end of this month can't come fast enough. I would honestly just take my final exams now, despite missing the last 2 weeks worth of knowledge, confident I could pull a good mark.

I think what really brought it home to me today was that I had to dedecorate the tree/living room, and that left a lot to think about. The vacation itself, have I had as much fun as I could've? I could have done all my homework at the beginning, and spent the last few days relaxing! But that's not the way I work.

Oh well. Signing off 'til next time.

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